Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Have lots of thoughts on my mind which i want to put down, so this might be a long entry...

Set the alarm clock to ring at 7am this morning, so i could sms Sophia's students best wishes before their last paper (i've been tutoring them for a short while)... I woke up, typed the message, saved it, and dozed off without sending it out... woke up at 9 plus, wondering why they din reply me, then realised that I din send the message! unbelieveble...


Was unpacking and came across a slip of paper... these words caught my eyes

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile, because it happened!"

As i threw the words around my head for a while, they really ministered to me... there are so many things, memories that I'm still holding on to that I can't really focus on the NOW, that I can't give my best to the people that are with me now, that I can't fully experience and appreciate the blessings that are given to me...

Right now, God, I want to thank you for my wonderful encounter with you in UK, for my past relationship, for my one year stay in PGP. Thank you, Father. I'm now ready to move on, ready for what you've prepared for me ahead. Help me to live each day as an act of worship unto You. Help me, not to give up...