Finished 2nd paper. I don't know what to say. I feel that I may have lost my spirit of excellence... It doesn't seem important to me that I do well anymore.

Why???

Feeling of uncertainty at every question. I hate that feeling!

God, please help me... I can't do it with my strength alone... Change my attitude towards my work. May it be pleasing to you...

All that I am, all that I have,
I lay them down before you, O' Lord.
All my regrets, all my acclaims,
my joy and my pains,
I give them to you...

Lord, I offer my life to You,
Everything I've been through,
use it for your glory..
Lord, I offer my days to You,
Lifting my hands to you,
As a living sacrifice.
Lord, I offer You, my life.

Things in the past, things yet unseen,
wishes and dreams that are yet to come true,
all of my plans, all of my hopes,
...

Hmm... dun remember lyrics... even as I type the lyrics, I feel that my life is so unworthly, to be offered to Him... Yet, I know He accepts it, and will change me from a worm to a butterfly. *sobs*

Feeling a little sleepy after lunch, so decided to blog for a while...

Friend's solemnisation on 2nd Dec evening, wedding banquet on 3rd Dec afternoon. (to emphasize... not just friend, but very good friend... sigh...) Have befrienders' briefing on 2nd Dec evening and flying to LJ on 3rd Dec morning... Maybe i should have decided right from the beginning, to fly one day later than the rest of the team... then i can go for the banquet... feel that i should go for the briefing so I'll know who are the other befrienders in my group, cos I won't be able to meet them till 17 Dec (after all the major activities) if i dun meet them that day... Maybe I shall attend my friend's solemnisation and be late for the briefing. At least i'll get to meet the other befrienders...

28 Nov, training for a camp, as well as, meeting for LJ trip. Not to mention i'll be late cos final paper ends at 7.30pm, NUS.

Lots of crashes... Lord, I pray that you set them right... (maybe they are already right), ok, i pray that you show me which ones to go for, or how to manage them.

Hmm... some things can't be helped... or maybe I think I'm too important...

Financial Math paper is over. Hope I won't get anything less than B+. else my 2nd upper will go... Had a wonderful lunch with Therie and Wai Yu. Looking forward to next monday, when i'll be exam-free.

Study for next paper!!! metric spaces. should be the easiest paper. Hope I can do well for it!

FCBC Big Move t-shirt, front and back respectively... Don't you think it's pretty? =)
Front: "If you have faith as a mustard seed..."
Back: "...you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be pulled up by the roots and be planted in the sea,' and it will obey you. Luke17:6"

I have difficulty accessing my lecturer's webpage... He's just made changes to the notes... (ie. materials to be tested.) Spiritual Warfare???

Father in heaven, I pray that you help me to access the notes... In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.