Friday, February 17, 2006

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heavens above
With wisdom, power and love
Our God is an awesome God!

We sang this last night. And the awesomeness of God and His majesty just filled the auditorium.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Into Your hands,
I commit again,
With all I am, forever.

You hold my world,
in the palm of your hands,
And I am Yours, forever.

Jesus, I believe in You,
Jesus, I belong to You.
You'll the reason that I live,
the reason that I sing, with all I am.

This is sanctification week. Ps Eugene reminded us to put on the full armour of God!

I feel very much encouraged because I know that God will help me guard my mind and thoughts.

Am typing my thesis in school, cos my laptop is down and the pple at comp centre says that I have to send it to the IBM service centre... When am I going to have time to go down???

But, I am not dismayed! Satan, you can't get me down!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Jesus, I will live for You,
In everything I do,
I'm running after You.

When my world come crushing down,
In You, I will be found...

We've been singing this song during service for some weeks. Today, it seems particularly difficult to sing this song... Will I really do everything for God? Will I still trust God when my world comes crushing down? Somehow, it seems so difficult.

Ps J came and prayed for me to have great tenacity and courage... Really touched... it was unexpected...

3 salvations from SA's net today! Praise God! It's amazing... and it's really by the grace of God... and it's the work of God.

Dear Father in heaven, I believe that you can cleanse me. Keep me from sinful thoughts and desires. Help me to seek you, to place my hope and my pride in you, not in how many members I have. Give me a servant's heart that I may serve humbly. (because, where my treasure is, there my heart will also be. I want my heart to be with God...)

Feeling terrible... there is a war in my mind... my heart delights in God's laws, but Satan has put many sinful thoughts in my mind... it's a terrible struggle!!!

Am reminded that though circumstances may seem chaotic, our reality is in the spiritual realm, where God is King and He is in control!

The victory has been won!!! I will continue running the race, in humbleness and gentleness!

Taught the BGR session yesterday. Am drained. This project has shown me what teamwork is and what humility is. So many people (my buddy Therie, SA, Ricky, Daniel, Faith, Liz, Hua Xia, Zhengji, Xie Wei, Zejun, Jiali, Hanling) taking on many roles, covering all areas, which I probably miss cos I was rather self centred, being too nervous about teaching and not remembering my script. Through this exeperience, God has taught me about servanthood. All that is in my script, are contributed my many pple and I'm merely putting them together. And I know that the session would be have been successful, if not for the entire team working together. Am excited to be a part of this team!