Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh.... just read Lyn Lim's blog and realised that today is 2nd June..... Argh... half the year is gone!!! and don't feel as if I have accomplished anything.... i better buck up... feeling ultra restless today... don't feel like playing guitar, dun feel like reading bible, dun feel like preparing word (for buddy get-together), dun feel like praying, though i'm supposed to be fasting and praying today... dun feel like learning how to use Latex, dun feel like doing the math hw my project sup gave me to do....

Maybe i'll just go and take a walk and start praying, and the feeling might come, else my mum would start badgering me on why i'm not eating lunch....

Have just checked my results... Thank God that I've improved! My overall cap is upped by 0.03, still in the 2nd upper region =)

My friend rejected my invitation to enc.... I pray that she will change her mind. Was sad for almost one whole afternoon. Yet, Father, I pray that you teach me to love her unconditionally.

I'm gg to be baptised on 25th June 2005! Venue: Touch Centre (Marine Parade), Time: 5pm. Friends are most welcome to attend =)

My honours project is confirmed as well =) I thank God for leading me to a nice prof and interesting project. I better work hard!

Will be gg to Muar, with my cell buddy for personal retreat and planning of cell retreat from 3-5 June.

Cell retreat 10-12 June at Changi Aloha.

Enc Wkd 8-10 Jul PGP, NUS.

Just checked my emails... saw this opportunity to go to Korea from 11-15th July, with all costs covered. It's a programmed organised by Kia Motors,

"This is an exciting opportunity to experience Kia's culture, history and vehicles and give the next generation an opportunity to learn more about Korean society and traditions. Through this, KMC is also aiming to turn the next generation into loyal Kia customers and hope the interest and dedication to advocate the Kia brand will last for many years."

There will be some lessons on

Kia's philosopy and culture, maintence and basic repair, engine structure and each participant is required to preform an engine overhaul...

What's an engine overhaul??? Sounds beyond me... Oh, there's test driving too! Glad that I've passed driving! But can i drive in Korea then? There's some cultural activities and some touring as well... Need to submit resume too... sigh... now i regret not going for those resume writing seminars... Should I apply, should i not apply? what if clash with my sm2 activities? ah... but the trip is so tempting (though i'm not that interested in becoming a loyal kia customer, or overhauling a car engine-what the heck is that???) but then, in the spirit of "How Technologies Works", this could prove to be a very enriching trip... maybe i could just apply... there's no guarantee that i'll get it anyway... Just that it'll be tiring for me if i get it, cos gg for enc wkd from 8-10Jul. But, really praise God, that MY agrees to go! Hope there'll be breakthroughs! I believe! oh, just realise that since the trip is on 11-15 Jul, which is during weekdays! so there won't be clashes with sm2 activities! yay! should be applying then! free trip to Korea... daydream, daydream...

wah... i just read thru what i blog... sounds incoherent... thanks for reading =)